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Entry 1 of the diary of Samantha L.G.
I hide behind a mask of lies.Few know the true me.I will laugh and be merry,even be perverse..but that is not the real me.Hiding in the shadows lurking in the dark.That is where one might catch a glimpse of my true soul.I never chose this life of darkness,no it chose me.And when one's path is chosen there is little they can do to change it.I have excepted my fate.To live a life of lies,to wear a mask of falsehood,to lurk in darkness,and dance in the flame.
I was cursed,and there is no cure known to me.Born in three shrouded in an evil dark mystery.Eyes almost black as night,skin as pale as death.Lips as red as blood,and hair dark and wild like wolf.Not always this way,no.Once eyes bright green like emeralds,lips rosy like my tan cheeks.Hair as golden as the sun.But curses,secrets,and demons can change one's appearance quite quickly.
Fear and terror I know all too well.Yet I no longer feel afraid.Fear eludes me,much like happiness.I sit in the dark wondering how this all came to be.I sit and pray to God that there is still hope for me.But the longer I live the more I am damned.The darker my soul becomes.Thinking back to my youth,I wish I could return and warn young me.But alas such a thing is not possible.

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Minde
08:48 Nov 02 2017

Well written thank you for sharing

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vampiroligist
11:56 Nov 02 2017

I am pleased you like it.

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